As I was waiting for you to come home

hi baby
i kept thinking about u these few days
i missed u so much
i don't even understand
i've just met u a few days ago
but it felt like ages since the last time i saw u
i hated the fact that we had to apart of each other
i want to be closer to u
it makes me sad
almost empty whenever u're not around
u make me feel so complete
i am whole when i'm with u

i missed u so much
i can't bear the thought of u going away
i need u
sorry for being weak like this
in this trouble times, i feel like i need u even more
i can't deal with the problem alone
i'm scared to think of what is going to happen

i missed u so much b
i feel really alone
its funny because Nasha is with me
how could i be so lost?
how could i be so sad?
i missed ur smile
i missed ur laughter
i missed ur smell
i missed ur voice
but i missed having to hold ur hand and know that u'll always be there


mental note:i had to force myself not to cry as i'm writing this entry in the staff room.i kept holding the bracelet u gave me.its as if i was holding u myself.for now,when u're not home,it would be enough.come home baby.i missed u so much.