Recap!!!

hi babydoll...
u sgt comel!!!

hmm ada beberapa insiden yg telah berlaku lately
i need to recap everything

1.saya sedang busy honeymoon dengan baby.honeymoon meaning balik sesuka hati ke ipoh.contohnya hari ahad kerja,hari isnin kerja,hari selasa kerja,pastu balik ipoh,rabu pagi drive ke jeli kerja,rabu petang balik ipoh,khamis pagi dtg jeli kerja,petang balik ipoh smpai ahad pagi.hehe.mcm tu lah jadual sekarang.so far my life byk dihabiskan dgn memandu.bila balik,berkepit dgn baby.ohh indahnya dunia.

2.baru2 ini baby bwk pegi ke kebun buahnya di kampung plang,grik.semasa baby-ku memanjat pokok manggis ala2 perwira zaman dahulu,saya di bawah pokok mengutip buah.sungguh lazat buah manggis milik kebun baby.dapatla 12 bijik kot.selepas itu berlakulah perbualan ini;

baby:cuba u check kaki u.kot ada pacat.kebun plang ada pacat.
me:tamau.i takut.nanti i menjerit.[sambil menyelak seluar jeans]
baby:ada ke?
me:xde pun.[inspection dibuat pada kaki kiri]
baby:u check sampai lutut la.
me:ok.[baru sahaja menyelak seluar jeans di kaki kanan]
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
berhenti!berhenti![menjerit seperti dirasuk hantu sambil menangis]
baby;kih kih kih.ok2.i cari tempat redup.
me:[DI DALAM HATI:WHAT THE F**K DIA NAK CARI TEMPAT REDUP?BERENTI JE LA..CABUT PACAT NI DARI KAKI KUUUUUUUUUU........]

maka di-cabotlah pachat itu dari kaki ku.bersembur2 air liur ku menyumpah existence pacat di dunia ini.cis.sampai sekarang masih lebam kaki yek.
ye memang cerita ni xbest pun.tapi untuk orang yg kampungnya di pekan,bila masuk kampung memang macam ni la jadiknya.kena gigit pacat pun nak freak out.siot je.baby gelak guling2.sungguh memalukan.

3.baby belikan bunga.oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh....xpernah menerima bunga sepanjang hayat.rasa dia best jugak eh.walaupun bunga xboleh dimakan,tapi agak syahdu rasanya.hehe.baby belikan sejambak bunga ros yg disertakan dengan bunga apa ntah yg kecik2 tu.ada gambar tapi xde kabel phone,so xbley upload.siap baby tabur rose petals satu rumah.sgt extremely romantic.my baby tu mcm ketua terrorist ganasnya.tapi sanggup belikan bunga untuk girlfriend.hmm comelnya u ni.thanks babydoll.i'll remember the day u balik from outstation,letih dan xcukup tido,tapi masih sempat buat quick pit stop belikan bunga untuk i.u have no idea how much i nak pengsan time tu.overwhelmed dengan kasih sayang.hehehehe.

4.we broke up.worst 48 hours of my life.i cheat behind his back.by miracle,he accept me back in his life.we're back together.after excruciatingly begging him over and over to forgive me.what i have done,was unforgiven.i wish i could undo everything.but i couldn't.we just have to live trough it.i know know what love means.he showed me.again and again.

5.he told me countless time he loved me.

6.he told me that i belong to him.his private property.

7.i listen to what he says.which is crazy.i rarely listen to him.i am like a force of nature.i don't bend to anybody.but due to recent events and recent discoveries,i knew i want to listen to him.i knew i want to please him,in any way i could.i knew i want to make it up to him after what he had to go through.

8.i will never hurt him again.i will never repeat what i did.i will be good.for i am his.


mental note:macam ada banyak lagi.but i can't remember.sebab my mind tengah occupied dengan baby.looking forward to create more memories with you.

Lagu untuk Iqbal

The shadows are waltzing
The moon beams are calling
Like a dream I am falling into
Silver threads lined with two twinkling stars seem
To shine just for you

Behind your eyes
Are endless blue skies
You travel places I want to come to
Each breath that you breathe is a brush stroke
That leads me to you

So, sleep
Fall into night’s sender, go you
Believe me it’s true
There’s nothing that I would not do
For my dream is sweet dreams for you

It seems far away
But there once was a day
It was grey in a world without you
To this heart like a doll from above
A miracle of your love found me

So, sleep
Fall into night’s sender, go you
Believe me it's true
There’s nothing that I would not do
For my dream is sweet dreams for you

So hush-a-by
And don’t you cry
Sweetly dream, little baby

Yes, sleep
Lose yourself in night’s sender, go you
Believe me it’s true
There’s nothing that I would not do
For my dream is sweet dreams
Yes, my dream is sweet dreams for you


mental note:this song is perfect for you.i love u.now,forever and always.

honeymoon:reconnect.pure bliss

sepeti biasa,
hi baby.
i really miss u.

as i was writing this,
i'm currently sitting in front of my pc,
glancing once in a while dekat tv
(cerita apa ntah,tapi biasala dah lewat mlm gini,astro bukan best pun)
and i'm getting hungry.hehe
u mesti akan cakap,
"lapar je u ni..kita gi makan nak?"

i still belum dapat tido lagi
dah pkul 5 pagi,tapi i masih berjaga
part of the reason,of course sebab u xada.
its quite difficult trying to go to sleep without having u next to me
selalunya u akan ada sebelah i
tonight i agak blur dan agak sunyi
xada sapa nak ajak gusti,
terpaksa tgk siaran ulangan bola sorang2,
makan aiskrim magnum mini xshare dgn u,
dan most importantly,xdapat sembang2 dgn u.
before u leave u told me that i won't be alone
that u will be with me
i peluk bantal u,
put on your shirt,
guna towel u (hehe sorry!)
dan gelak kuat2 bila tgk tv,buat mcm i tgh gelak dgn u.
xbest mcm ni b
i nak u ada.

i told u before yg i know that good things doesn't last forever.
i knew that u xboleh give me so much attention all the time
i knew that this honeymoon had to stop.
but that is what i'm afraid of
i takut bila things goes back to normal
i dah xdapat attention mcm ni
hmmmmm.....
i ni mengada2
i patut thankful dengan apa yg i ada sekarang
its ok baby
we can go back to being normal
i can handle it
because we're together

b,
things that we had to go thorugh lately
makes me appreciate u even more.
i'm glad i confessed.
i'm glad that we're able to go through the whole process
walaupun ada yg best,ada yg xbest
but i'm glad i'm being honest to u
and i'm glad that both of us fight to be together.
u don't have to worry.
it will never happen again.
i've learned my lesson.
i know how terrible i feel not having u around
i menangis non stop for two days
i xboleh tido
i couldn't stop thinking what will happen to us,to my life
i don't want to feel that ever again.

thank you for the flowers.
i don't know what to say
its beautiful.
and i know u wouldn't buy me the flowers if u don't love me enough
for a man like u,
what u did shows how much i mean to u.

baby,things that i wrote here doesn't even match what i feel right now.
i love u so much.
and these past few weeks,
u make me fall in love with u again.and again.and again.and again.
i'm afraid to be separated from u
i takut i rindukan u
i nak ada sebelah u all the time
and u ada dengan i sepanjang masa.
i hope i boleh survive bila honeymoon ni habis.
i buat mcm u cakap,
i simpan dalam hati.
and i tahu siapa i.

baby,i miss u so much.
cepat2 habiskan kerja u
dan cepat2 balik ok.
i tunggu u dkat rumah.mcm biasa.
and i get to hold u like always.
tomorrow night,kita makan aiskrim magnum mini tu sama2 ok
and kita tak paah tido ok.
kita sembang2 je smpai pagi.
(oohh shit,i kena pegi sekolah)
xpe,i still nak sembang2 dgn u and look at u all night.

baby,i'm thankful to have u.
i'm thankful for us to still be together.
i'm thankful that u paid me so much attention and said u love me again and again.
we'll be creating more memories
because we'll be together forever.
kan baby?
bunyinya sgt dramatik
tapi betul kan b?
kita stay sama2 sampai bila2 kan?
i baby u sampai bila2 kan?
i tahu i baby u
and i tahu kita akan survive apa pun masalah sama2
i tahu yg bila i umur 70,i'm still your baby.
your woman.
yours.

mental note: i secretly hope u balik malam ni.hehe.i really really miss u.u have no idea how much.oh by the way,u dah kena gigit dgn lintah ke belum?




i love u ikhtiari iqbal.
hurry home.