A true story about an ungrateful little cactus

One story to share with you guys... maybe worth to read or maybe just another ungrateful stories.


Once upon a time there was a little cactus, who lived on the back shelves of a flower shop, long forgotten, hoping for someone to come and take it home. But nobody came or notice it, neither did they pick it. Then, just when the little cactus lost all hope, I came by and spotted the sad little plant.

I bought it right away and took it home with me. From then on I looked after the little cactus for years and years with tender loving care by feeding and watering and looking after it, just as a little cactus deserves it. As a result, the little cactus grew over the years and became a huge, proud, fully grown cactus!

One day, then I went over to the cactus and wanted to reach a plant right next to it. I leaned over and …. The huge cactus grabbed me from behind and released its poisonous pricks into my thick jumper! No matter, I thought to myself, laughing, thank god, it’s winter time and I am wearing such a thick woolly jumper! Took it off and pulled out the three-four long pricks, sticking out of the back of my jumper sleeve! You see, its easy! Nothing can hurt me,
I thought!!!

.end of the story

Thanks God I'm so cool and What the fuck am i doing here...



as the Captain said to King Leonidas

Heart...
i have filled my heart... with hate

A walk to remember

sebelum blog ni menjadi panjang,
first and foremost,
hi baby.

i've been meaning to write about us.
but i just couldn't find the right time.
been really busy (but of course, u know that!)
sibuk dgn acara memanah la,
kelas tambahan malam la,
entertain 'org2 tertentu' la (hehe)
dan yang latest sekali,
bz menggatal. (damn)

baby,i tulis entry ini ialah untuk u.
and i nak explain.

baby,i'm sorry.
i xtahu kenapa i boleh distracted and encourage attitude i tu.
he's just another person yang i jumpa dalam life i.
he means NOTHING.
i malu untuk mengaku yang i pun sama melayan,
but that's the truth.
i xmahu guna alasan u bz atau i boring untuk menutup kesilapan yg i dah buat.
how could i even consider balas sms2 yang dia hantar?
i ada u!
bila difikirkan semula,what i did was really really STUPID.
i sanggup take risk yang boleh menghancurkan apa yang kita built selama ni.
serious b.
i malu dengan perangai macam ni.
i sepatutnya stay cool dan ignore semua temptation ni.
i've been with u for so long
and u sgt2 faham i.
u've been with me through thick and thin,
and yet here i am,
ruining everything.

tapi u sgt cool dan sabar dgn i.
b,dekat mana lagi i nak cari org mcm u?
i've learned so much from u
u taught me (almost) everything that u knew.
mcm u cakap tadi,
"i sedang membina empayar untuk u"
baby,i thank to god that i've found u.
tanpa u,
i xada apa.
i'm just ordinary me.
i mungkin cerdik,tapi u yang guide i untuk gunakan knowledge yang i ada.

u've been one of my greatest supporter.
u ada dgn i dan bantu i untuk go through segala jenis masalah.
selagi u ada,i feel like i could be anything.
u bagi i rasa macam i ni sgt2 bagus,sgt2 pandai,
i nak impress u every single day (although i tahu u bukan kesah pun, u tetap sayang i)
i nak u rasa proud dengan i.
i nak rasa special di mata u.
u make me feel like i could own the world.
u make me feel so strong.
i terhutang budi dengan u.
sampai bila2.

now kita bukan sekadar a couple,
we're business partners.
i find that working with u ada ups and downs.
u sgt fucking genius (i had to say that!)
but very demanding.
and sometimes perfectionist (haha)
but genius nak mati.
and i learned so much from u,b.
hmm u dah best macam ni sekali pun i still boleh berfoya-foya di belakang u.
damn.
i rasa mcm i sgt keji.
u sgt best.
i ni mcm pengkhianat.
i'm sorry baby.
of course u pun ada time u buat perangai yg agak pelik,
but i can deal with it.
this time,
i dah melampau.
i lupa u b!
can u imagine?
u sentiasa ada dlm mind i.
i xtahu mcm mana i boleh 'lupa' u.
gila lah i ni.

but no worries baby,
i dah sedar yg mana yg i boleh buat,
dan yg mana yg i xboleh buat.
i xnak lose u.
what i did was really stupid.
i wish not to repeat the same mistake.
i treasure what we have.
i hope u feel the same.

by the way,
i love u.
always.

mental note:baby,i memang suka tulis karangan panjang2.hehe.

**ini ialah something yang perlu distapler di minda saya:

The Ungrateful, A True Betrayal..!!!


nite bubu
-muah-

i'm-big-and-chunky-yeahh

pada pagi ini,saya tiada kertas peperiksaan yang perlu ditanda,
tiada peperiksaan yang perlu dijaga dan connection internet pagi ini,
wow hebatnya.
mesti baru bayar bil semalam.
hehe.
so hari ni saya mau blogging.

pertama sekali,saya mau blogging tentang tujuan blog ini ditulis.
selalunya bila saya bergaduh dengan bubu,
saya tidak dapat mengadu kepada sesiapa.
jadi saya telah menjadikan blog ini sebagai tempat untuk
trash-ing bubu,mengamuk,membebel dan tulis apa yang saya sepatutnya luahkan pada dia.
but since my bubu sgt2 cool,
so setiap kali gaduh pun dia akan buat xtahu
and act like nothing happenned,
so i had to let all this frustation out.
then,wujudlah blog ni.
semua yang xpuas hati tu tulis kat sini.
biar pun xdpt cakap dgn bubu,
but at least,bengang xtanggung sorang2.
ala,nanti bubu baca jugak blog ni.
dia akan tau jugak eventually.

perkara kedua,saya mau blog tentang bubu saya.
fyi,he's quite a catch.
super cool,super penyabar and super best.
selalu saya terfikir why we are still together
walaupun actually dah hampir 8tahun bersama-sama.
bubu ni dia x boring ke?
for me,
kenapa mau boring jika boyfren anda best?
memberikan kegembiraan di dalam pelbagai bentuk.
my baby,he's the best.
walaupun kadang-kala dia menjengkelkan,
tapi deep down, i know he loves me.
(heheh.malu lah!)
to be fair,i'm not exactly easy to work with.
i'm a tough broad,tau.
so bubu,
kira kita ni best la dpt stay strong until this very day.
ooohhhh...saya sangat sayang sama bubu tauuuu...
(xde point pun tulis mcm tu.tapi what the heck.blog aku.lantaklah.)

oklah bubu.
i had to stop writing.
i had people around me.
the point is,
i miss you and can't wait to be home with you again.
so tunggu i balik hari khamis ni ok.
kita continue apa yang kita start last week.
you still owe me satu jag air oren.

mental note:cepatlah hari khamis.i dah rasa macam nak lari dari sekolah pun ada.